im sorry nothing worked out,
sorry the promises wernt kept.
btw: thanks for all that love but no thanks anyway.
i cant help but apologise. even for being me.
im sorry.for who i am. seriously.
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steal my soul; 2:56 PM
im sorry im like that.
but somehow, i cant stop thinking that we're not working out very well at all.
we're like fighting so often, it feels like tears are in my eyes everyday.
you tell me you love me, but it seems to me its nth but empty sweet talk.
im sorry i have doubts abt us, but we seem so distant. it make me feel so helpless.
we barely talk and when we do, we quarrel.
my friends tend to joke abt it, but i take us seriously. but somehow, they dont get the fact that we seem to be changing... make that for the worse.
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steal my soul; 4:17 PM
yesterday was just amazing.
SCIENCE CENTRE AFTER SCHOOL. [ more like photo spree haha ]
WORLD RECORD : we took 96 photos altogether okays! take until cam no batt. -.-
on the way, we saw some sneakers kim & i sorta like. but it wasnt my colour. so kim kinda started gawking at it laa. take photo somemore, the guy was like STARINGG.
haha, and at one part, kim went crazy and tried to eat the microphone!
ouch, i know.
the worse part about ytd was - we spent like 3 hrs + just to find food!
because kim wanted to eat sakae sushi, so we had to find n find. n walk n walk to find.
in the end, the queue was so freaking long, we didnt even eat it.
WENT TO RAFFLES TO FIND IT cause kim CLAIMED she knew where it was. and NO.
NEXT WAS CHINATOWN. and guess where we went for dinner? KFC. - at like 10+?
it probably felt the most satisfying cus we were like desperate, haha but sad, hazel went home so we went back to bedok , and there were like " gangs" here and there. and we kinda didnt want to make a detour. so we both WALKED [ SOMEMORE ] TO MY HOUSE!
and that ass keep freaking me out and stuff. she scream, give me a shock, i scream, she scream, i run, she run!
haha scare herself only la! but we got home safely after all!
ANOTHER WORLD RECORD : WE WALKED FOR 10 HOURS WITHOUT EVEN STOPPING FOR MORE THAN 30 MINS TO REST.
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steal my soul; 2:55 AM
omg kim. i want to sue you for everything haha.
first of all : im some famous actress, and im sooo extra kind to act in ur so called korean drama.
and then you tell me,
no.1 - im suppose to act in a show of only 2 main characters and 1 EXTRA.
no. 2 - you intend to pay 5 bucks to a bangla to act with me, than pay me and hazel!
no. 3 - its gonna only have 4 episodes. 1 episode, five minutes. WOW.
what kind of attitude HAR.
this show kim, the producer, is cheapskate!
she's gonna be a director, scriptwriter, costume designer, camera and lights man. and basically everything else.
she even want to save on actors and actresses la.
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steal my soul; 8:41 AM
oh my god. how can anyone be so evil to two innocent people.
andrea and pearl didnt even do anything to receive that negative treatment.
i swear sgs [ not singapore's girls sch ] boys shld just rot and die. not all, but most.
how can they just scold some innocent person fat bitch? so MEI FENG DU.
so anyway. lets not let them crash my mood okays. was out with veron, kim and hazel.
we were extra laughy! thanks to mr peachman (: but unfortunately, he died.
one of my survival needs = eat. so i ate him up. haha.
and thanks to my "director", i have a video of mr peachman. dying...
so anyway. i was like a model going all over the place. thanks to hazel yu min yeh.
take and take and take. her phone filled with my videos, pictures, "advertisements" [ i promoted KUMON! ] and "shows" i acted in. nothing to do lo. i know im pretty but still.
" SELF-PRAISE IS THE ROAD TO CONFIDENCE " [ SO DONT CALL ME BHB ]
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steal my soul; 9:21 AM
